Priorities

Being a kind in high school almost in college I'm starting to mature more in mind and I'm trying to get myself in order at such a late age I'm trying to be successful, right now I'm dreaming big and I'm 17 soon I won't have as much time when I was 15. so I gotta act fast I use to work at a grocery store but got fired for talking about my boss one night because I was tired and tried to leave at my shift but she wanted me to go pull the last few charts. I don't have a plan in college and I'm worried I'm tired of my dad on my back about what am I going to do I'm not sure yet, plus I have a girlfriend who I'm trying to form around we bought our promise rings. Soon I won't be able to live the careless life like I use to so I wanna blow up and get the easy life, I feel like a failure I think I give up too easily I still don't have my license yet even though I took the class and only need 1 class to go , I'm blogging because I'm broke and I'm looking to do hard work to get what I want this is just some thoughts that been trapped for awhile...."I just wanna be successful"

~ The Doctor